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L-O-V-E is just another word i'll never learn to pronounce

❤Kimberly Tan❤

KIMBERLY is my name ^.~
Currently 13
Blood Type B
a Chinese girl
Taken by KIM
love my friends lots (:
pink's not my style
i have no idea



❤Frens❤

❤LYNN❤ ❤KRISTINE❤ ❤JANIA❤ ❤NICOLE❤ ❤NATASHA-LIN❤ ❤SHEVONNE❤ ❤LISA❤ ❤EUNICE❤ ❤CHEONG_NING❤ ❤ALETHEA❤ ❤GERALDINE❤ ❤CHEAN_SHUO❤ ❤BREANNA❤ ❤JERUSHA❤ ❤CELINE❤ ❤MRS_CHIA❤ ❤误老师❤

Times We Had Together

July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010



My Life's Stories...

Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 9:42 PM

i hate you



I HATE YOU!!! YOU BROKE THE PROMISE!!! FINDING AN EXCUSE!!!



@ 7:39 PM

another said ending... sighz...



its me again!!! haha hearing from me 3 times in a day can be quite sickening heh?

anyhoo... taec's story was even sadder T.T at least the girl was more down to earth... haha... so! so! now i'm alone at home coz my parent sr like uber late coz they were stuck in a traffic jam... haiz...

but i guess i shud look forward to tmr... going to wild wild wet with kai n leon... gonna be uber fun i'm sure!!! maybe i should invite all the cousins since i have 20 free passes to wild wild wet... yup yup... i shall do that... haha...

seeya... gotta make phone calls now... haha...
jonathan and aaron with u alr have dates with gf number whatever, i understand ^.~



@ 5:35 PM

must ending really be this sad???



yo!!! i'm back after watching mnet scandal on khun... man its sad sia...

and a very big secret was let out... i think kim bum was her ex!!! coz when she brought khun to meet her frens and they asked bout her ex-es, they started singing paradise and called her miss ga-eul... like my gawd... then poor khun was like so upset...

i shall watch taec next... sighs... the ending was very sad lah... he had top consider whether he wanted to make the girl his real gf but his manager said its not the best idea coz he's an idol singer...

so she texted him 'i hope we can become a couple. this is my number... [number]' then he had to reply before the full 7 days was up... but he didn't lah... so it was like uber sad... but more importantly, i cant believe she dated kim bum b4 dat!!!!! hais...

okies...gonna watch taec's mnet scandal liao... byesss



@ 3:53 PM

awesome show... awesome memories...



quick post!!!

just finished watching the 1st 4 episodes of strong heart... haha... boom, leeteuk and eunhyuk are uber funny... they have a competition... boom academy vs brian academy... damn funny lah...

jo kwon is seriously damn funny man... he was singing a friend's confession until he cried then all of a sudden he became so hyper-active and danced to gee... hahahaha... i watched dat like dunno how many time man...

okok... gonna watch mnet scandal liao... WTH... some lucky fan gets to go on a date with their fave celeb... then they r showing khun n taec!!! my 2 fave guys T.T

haha... i had no idea why i told u ppl these info... maybe coz this is my blog... signing off.........



Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 8:11 PM

bad girl- BEAST



heyhey...

yesterday [a saturday] i had maths tuition... i'm starting to get confused on my real numbers and all those integers crap... but i'm think i'm still able to hold on (:
then on my way home, i was caught in the rain... then went home and played wii... man, those games are uber fun... then 'he' walked past [coz he's my neighbour mah...] then 'he' smiled at me but i just ignored him... which i tot was a little bit harsh but oh wells... then dinner was simple...

today... i woke up late so we had brunch in orchard... then went to do my hair... then went for boring science tuition... but i better cherish my sundays man... i'll be starting my chi tuition soon... and its at an unbeliveable timing... 8.30am!!! 15 mins earlier than last year... hais...

okok... shan't blabber anymore... gotta tell kristine smth liao... bar-bye!!!

kimmy ^__^



Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 10:43 PM

a friend's confession- 2AM



heyhey... quick post on today's events...

so! i went to my neighbour's bdae party at pasir ris... then her bro was there... and it was like uber uber uber awkward... i tink kris only noes about this situation so kris, i'll tell u when u come back from malaysia...

oh ya LYNN CHOY!!! listen to 2AM's a friend's confession... is damn nice... i'll post it on my blog some time later... hahaha jo kwon is my fave from the 4 of them... he's so hyper!!!

and let's watch new moon 2gether kayz??? nik! jaja! lynn! let's go!!! haha... but can some1 arrange... i arrange too many activities liao... getting a headache...

i shall make some quick dedications...

kris- call me asap when u get back from malaysia... i'll tell u EVERYTHING bout 'him'
jania- u FINALLY tagged... haha... anyways... let's watch new moon... can u arrange?
lynn- did u watch this 2day's music bank? 2PM was there... and they won!!!
nik- i visited ur blog liao... wanna watch new moon? huh huh huh???
sarah- i'm guessing ur asleep now in LA
elsa- no offence arh... but u r seriously very KPO!!! haha...

okok... signing off!!!



Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 3:56 PM

mixed of emotions...



heyoz.... long time no post heh???

MONDAY
nth much happened... played com, watched tv, played com... sighs...
then i watched music bank when jonghyun had H1N1 so he was not there...

TUESDAY
went swimming wif leon... man i'm freaking tan now lah.... gawd... then watched sgb... quite funny... but not dat many ppl i noe... there was park gyuri [kara], 2 guys from BEAST, 4miutes... as usual juri was insane... lol...

WEDNESDAY
hung out wif kristine at isetean... she was like late... and kept on saying she was innocent... hmmppphhh.... then we watched christmas carol which was uber scary... ebenezer scrooge is an ass... haha... then after dat went christmas shopping wif my mum... bought bags for 2 of my aunts and a bag for myself ^__^ very content... cud not find my 2 cousins' thomas the train thingy =.='' so specific lah... then missed all the korean shows i wanted to watch... then watched s'pore idol... TABITAH ROCKS!!! she's very X1000 pretty...

THURSDAY
thats today heh???
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENRICA!!! MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE!!!
so collected results... i was shaking man... the marks doesnt matter to me lah... as long as i get back to MG i very happy liao... which i did...
but i was quite surprised and sad tho...
surprised: because i didnt expect dat subject to get an A*
sad: i let mdm tan down... after all her hard work on teaching me for 6 years... sighs...
cant believe sarah's at hollywood!!! HAVE FUN MOZZIE! i kept on texting her then she finally texted back "can u try to stop sms-ing me coz i'm TRYING to eat my dinner." hahaha... so i stopped bothering her liao lor...
then went to eat lunch... had some awesome lunch at watten road... then had lemon sorbet which was uber refreshing...

MY LIFE
so... i was thinking... hu wants to watch new moon wif me??? huh??? jania? lynn? nik? huh huh huh??? want a not???

DEDICATIONS
vicky- hv fun in malaysia... i guess we're even now... haha...
sarah- hv fun at LA... buy me smth back arh...
lynn- hv fun at USA!!! take loads of pics for me to see arh...
jania- hv fun too at USA!!! enjoy the theme parks!!!
kristine- dont b too glum bout going to malaysia kay??? at least u r going hokiado...
everyone else- hv fun to wherever u r going!


okokokok.... must go learnina lab liao... sighs...
xoxoxo,
kim tan



Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 4:28 PM

i hope- ft. island



hey! sry dat i haven been posting for a long time... let's recap...

THURS
all i can say was that tll was a bore... except the part where __________ did ________ which was damn cute...

FRI
went swimming... fun but tiring... played wii... coz my dad bought 2 new games... annoyed jonathan... nth much happened...

SAT
woke up super early... then went for maths tuition which is like a piece of cake now... then went to harvey norman to buy a tv for my uncle's house-warming gift... then went to tcc to meet wif my 2 uncles... reuben n ryan r so freaking CUTE!!! then talked from 2 to 6!!! then sent my mum to her massage place and my dad n i went to jonathan's place for dinner... but no one stayed over... sighs... then watched momo love which is getting very boring now...

SUN
which is today... woke up uber early to meet up the whole family which is like 45 ppl??? then went for tuiton which was another bore... then came home and here i am now lor... haha... still contemplating whether or not i shud watch 2D1N later... sighs... lee seung ki is quite cute... esp in strong heart... haha...

anyways... gtg go now... 2D1N's bout to start... seeya!!!

hearts,
kim



Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 10:11 PM

random quiz



RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

I can't be bothered to tag people, hahah:)

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
[Love Like Oxygen- SHINee] i hv enuff love alr... (:


HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
[Got Me Going Crazy- Jonas Brothers] well i do drive ppl crazy at times ^.^


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
[A Night to Remember- HSM3] eh, i guess...


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
[Erase and Rewind- Ashley Tisdale] i noe i gotta erase and rewind some stuff... :)))


WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
[Tell Me Your Wish- SNSD] i cant guarantee i am able to grant it... haha...


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
[Seventeen Forever- Metro Station] im only 12?! does dat mean they tink im old?! *gasp*


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
[10 Out of 10- 2PM] How sweet:) I love this song.


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
[Tick Tock- Kesha] tick tock tick tock... my freedom is ending soon ):


WHAT IS 2 + 2?
[I Don't Care- 2NE1] LOL :D no more psle so i dun quite care anymore... but if i had to answer, is the ans 4??? hahaha...


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
[I Got U- Selena Gomez] she got me, i got her... we're all goooooodddd...


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
[Reset- Super Junior] i just wanna reset some stuff... not all...


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
[White Horse- Taylor Swift] WHAT?! i this song, but i dont wanna eat grass and poop all day XD


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
[Boyfriend- SNSD] "one day you'll be my boyfriend" wow... how positive i am...


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
(Good Girl Gone Bad- Cobra Starship] ahahaha, that would be funny


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
[You Might Come Back- 2PM] gawd... i cant come back to live... i'm D-E-A-D!!!


WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
[How Do You Sleep- Jesse McCartney] its true... sleeping is 1 of my hobbies... haha...


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
[Time to Love- T-ara&Supernova] puh-lease... i'm not afraid...


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
[The Way I Loved You- Selena Gomez] loving someone? haha... maybe...


WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
[Sneakernight- Vannessa Hudgens] who does a sneaker night???


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
[Everything I Want- Steve Rushton] well they are perfect to me :))))

WHAT TITLE WILL YOU GIVE THIS POST?
[Here We Go Again- Demi Lovato] nah... the title is and will be called 'random quiz'... thanks for the idea tho...



Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 11:56 AM

heartbeat- 2PM



heyos...
webcamming wif jaja bear now... really really really awkward...

so... yesterday went swimming wif my cousins...man dat was fun!!! went swimming at my uncle's hse... man he upgraded his pool sia... now there's like 10 diff types of slides wif diff level of 'extreme'... haha... it was fun... went down all 10... quite scary for the extreme level number 10 slide... *shudders* I WANNA GO THERE AGAIN!!! tee-hee... so fun!!!

i dun really hv dat much to blog bout... so i'll do the dedication thing...

jania>> i shall call kris and ask her... sighs...
kristine>> i was not in ur dedication thingy!!! ):
lynn>> did u watch sgb??? it was like 1 of the best!!! but i didnt het the games at all...
everyone else>> heyos!!!!

oh ya... i wud try n upload the pics i took at korea some day... haha... it shud be soon tho... byeesss



Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 4:43 PM

romeo+juliet- SHINee



so!!! i haven been posting for a long time heh??? so let's recap...

FRIDAY
it was ok... i did not go swimming so i was kinda sad but at least i gotta watch music bank which was 2PM comeback performance so i was really happy... then i toked to lynn for almost an hr but in the end we texted... nth much lah...

SATURDAY
i had tuition n i was so proud of myself... finally got the hang of HCF and LCM!!! then i went to lynn's hse to 'play'... we were like staring at the com till i suggested we went to the playground... then we sat on the swings n lynn counted how many gees there were in snsd's 'gee' song... then when we got back we watched subs parody till my parents came... it was pretty fun i guess... then i went to the grandma's place for sleepover which was really fun n exhausting... slept at 4 then stupid cousins woke me up to go mrng cycling at like 6!!! gawd!!!!

SUNDAY
went to eat at some australian restaurant for brunch then went to do my hair then had my oh-so-boring science tuition... then my dad finally helped me build mu cd rack dat can fit up to 180 cds... then we went to vivofor dinner and i bought the new wii resort and mario thing... then had dinner at crystal jade... then we walked around here n there then we bought like 20 new dvds.... i manage to find the clique movie!!! quite short tho...

MONDAY
thats's 2day heh??? just finished playing wii if my cuz... i kept on winning... haha LOSER!!! then 2day got music bank again so i guess i'll watch it too... nth much 2day lah... quite a slow day... like wad nik says its a 'turtle day' or smth like dat...

anyways i shall tag all my frens blogs liao... bye!!!
heart,
kimmy



Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 12:44 PM




SARANGHAE 2PM
SARANGHAE NICHKHUN
SARANHAE TAECYEON
SARANGHAE WOOYOUNG
SARANGHAE JUNSU
SARANGHAE JAEBEOM
SARANGHAE JUNHO
SARANGHAE CHANSUNG

oh gosh... me going insane... haha... this is known as the boredom disease... haha...



@ 12:25 PM

love like this...



hey all!!!
hope u like my new skin...
i did a lot of modifications heh?
i spent a lot of time u noe... but at least that killed my boredom for a little while...
i'm forbidden to go swimming today :( i'm uber uber sad... *sighs*

i just synced finish selena gomez's album... she cant really sing leh... my stupid cd rack cant fit anymore cds coz my dad bought me 1 that can only fit 15 =.='' so we went to ikea and bought a new one that can fit 100 over :DD seriously man... wad made him think my cd collection is dat little... gawd...

yest i had to go to tll... quite fun lah... we had to some law case thing n obviously my grp won...SUCKERS!!! then tze e was in my grp so i asked him whether he knew krsitine... he was completely blur... haha... then we went to novena square to hv dinner... then at mph i managed to find charmed and dangerous: the rise of the pretty committee... look pretty intersting...

i'm seriously bored at home... i shall call u ppl up and find a day when we can hang out... i'm still reading boys r us leh... i taking up more than a month to read a pathetic book... sighs... i shud be finish soon tho... just 20 more pages left...

i'm really tired now... could not sleep since 5.30 and i only slept at 2... sighs... so i'm a bit cranky... 3.5 hours of sleep only u noe?!

johnathan n aaron r complete freaks now... confirmed... now they're telling me when they broke up with their gfs when they found new ones... ah-nnoying sia... players...

at least i'm going to lynn's hse tmr... oh ya 2pm's dance moves r damn cool lah... n actually wooyoung's singing is damn good altho he appears to be an idiot at times... haha...

oh wells... nth to tok bought liao... so i guess i shall just end off here...

xoxoxoxoxox,
kim



Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 10:07 PM




hi again!!!
wow... 3rd post of the day... impressive...

so i spent like 30-43 mins wif lynn on the phone today... sighs... i'm seriously bored to death at home... can die sia... the boredom disease hit me SO hard that i went to google every single korean star i know ranging from tiffany to minho to taecyeon blah blah blah...

DEDICATIONS
lynn>> anymore shows to recommend me to watch??? besides tokyo dogs...
kris>> u seriously dun tell anyone arh...
jaja>> lets go n watch christmas carol 2gether!!!
jo-lene>> i'm nv gonna give u the SS501 cd... u dun like them anyways...
sitoe>> sry arh but i still hv ur black eyed peas cd... n i'll send u SuJu songs sooner or later :D
vicky>> u better be there tmr!!!



@ 3:10 PM




I'm getting tired of waiting
You know
Do you know how I feel?

I'm getting tired of waiting
Do you still remember me?

Even as a day goes by, I can't forget you
Even if a month goes by, I can't let you go
Do you know that I still want you?

I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I'm waiting
I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I'm just getting tired, Im just getting tired

I fall asleep in case I see you
I'm still waiting for you
A month could pass and I wouldn't forget you
A year could pass and I wouldn't let you go
Do you know how I feel?

I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I'm waiting
I'm getting tired of waiting

It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired

My head feels so complicated, I could explode
I'm waiting and waiting but no word from you
There's no way you could leave because of me
Its so hard for me right now, so hard for me

I'll wait even if its a year
I'll wait even if its 10 years
I don't care if I get tired of waiting for you

I'm going crazy while waiting for you
Every single day feels like a year
I'm waiting
I'm getting tired of waiting


It feels like you could come back any second
It feels like I could just turn around and see you
I'm just getting tired, I'm just getting tired

TIRED OF WAITING- 2PM


only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I wouldn't be able to breathe again
it's only you my baby it's only you

Why can't I let go of the memories that have already ended
why do I keep holding onto them alone
After letting that person left me, go, I live a new life
Oh~I know it too, that it's the way it should be, I know it too

Though I couldn't bring myself to believe it the first month,
After nothing but crying for the second month
And on the third month, holding onto my whole heart
I tried to meet other people
But I couldn't bring myself to smile

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you

listen, You were really beautiful. When you smiled, I was blinded by the light
To that bright smile, I lost track of all thought
Oh~miss you baby, I really miss you so much

No can understand me, and also as of now
why to this day I still have a deep attachment to you
Oh~though they don't get it, you have known it

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you

Yo, I tried to forget you but,
no matter how hard I tried, I keep finding myself looking for you
And even until now, I keep remembering that bright smile
Isn't it pitiful, how did it come to be this way
I'm unable to quite forget everything altogether
There continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled
It can only be filled by you

only you, only you can bring me to life
I can't stop these tears
So just come and return to me
only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed
I can't bring myself to smile again
it's only you my baby it's only you yeah~
narration.
Are you doing okay? I'm not doing well, I need you.

ONLY YOU- 2PM

i think krisitne wud understand y i put these lyrics down rite??? after all the top-secret info i told u bout... better not tell anyone else hor...

anyways... heard 2pm's new leader wud be junho?! he doesn't even have any leadership skills... gawd... in fact, none of them hv... only jay... who is now gone sighs...




@ 2:43 PM




heyz... sry arh... i haven been posting for so long... haha...
so let's me tell u wad exactly happened for the past few days...

08 NOV, SUNDAY
i had tuition... wad a bore it was... at least the teacher was not as blur as my pri 6 one... phew... haha... nth much happened because i had uber uber uber bad stomachache...

09 NOV, MONDAY
i just surfed the net... watched material girls... surfed the net some more... read for 10 mins only... then went to the mansion to hang out wif the cousins... dat was fun... and i found smth bout johnanthan... annoying dude...

10 NOV, TUESDAY
my mum took leave today... but yet again we didn't really didnt do much... i came to a sad part of romantic princess so i decided to stop for a little while at ep 11... now lynn at ep 10 all in 1 day =.='' then i watched a little bit of idol army... then i did some drawing... sketches actually... then went to the mansion n hung out wif my cuz again...

11 NOV, WEDNESDAY
so... that is 2day... well so far i did some packing around my room... i threw out all the primary stuff n in total it was 49kg!!! haha... then i was woken up by 2 annoying texts from lynn n kris... i was supposed to sleep in u noe... poor me slept at 3am!!! that's my world record thanks to my cousins... who kept me up... this is payback huh? for not going on sat??? i just finished watching idol army... how sad... hahaha...


i <3 u,
kim tan



Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 4:38 PM




heyos... i'm in a big big hurry so i'll just do the dedications... actually i just wanna the romantic princess drama XD

COUSINS
leon- i will forever hate u... u little annoying/irritating guy...
kai- can u come to my hse n play wii a not???
wan- come back from taiwan soon!!!
colin- i noe ur secret...
aaron- get a life...
johnathan- stop reading other ppl's blog which u don't noe!!!

FRIENDS
lynn- can u find out the info soon??? me dying of boredom u noe... make it asap...
jaja- there's no movies out so we can't hang out...
nik- y aren't u on msn arh???
tays- out if curiosity i went to c wad was romantic princess... n now i'm addicted to it... so technically, u got me addicted XD

okok... must go liao...
bar-bye...
kimmy



Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 2:25 PM




heyz... i finally finished syncing all my 13 albums of korean albums!!! so proud of myself *clap clap clap* haha...

finally a HUGE burden has been lifted off my shoulders but another is building up... in fact 2... haiz... and no one ever comes and tag my blog... i shall make this post really quick... so here r my dedications...

victoria- we MUST meet up some time hor!!!
jania- u cant spell GUESS... and u nv reply my text
lynn- let's meet up with the gang!!!
tays- stop 'laying so low' as wad lynn says... she tot u were dead... hahahaha
mozzie- i'll send you the super junior songs on msn one day...
nik- fun webcamming wif u yest...
lin-low- i'm not sure whether you really forgive me but whatevs... sry again...
johnathan&aaron- i noe u r secrectly reading my blog... i'm no idiot...

hahahaha,
that's it for now...

byeeeeeeessssssssss
kimmy



Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 4:36 PM




heyos...
how's your life??? mine has been a bore... haha...

so yesterday, i went to the sounds of hope concert wif tays n jaja n some of tays other swimming frens...tays is having a competition this week so all the best!!!

i dont really have much to tok about today... let's see... i played the com, went skipping, played the com, read BOYS R US, went to swim, and here i am now, blogging :D my life has been pretty miserable because of _________... ever since i saw that scene i'm heartbroken so i'm still trying to move on... sighs...

oh ya and im oso planning a party again... hope all u ppl r free on tues... sry my blog post for today is really boring... so i tink i shall stop toking liao...

byeessssssssss
i heart you,
kimmy



HEARTS❤




❝When you are in love,
you can't fall asleep.
Because reality is better
than your dream.❞


i love you,
baby .